sup... skool start liaoz... hmwrk for this month all done within 2 days.. haha.. not that much.. all my friends all like nvr change... looks character.. not surprising... :) now playing games with mi jie.. felicia.. played hexis... then got a high high score.. then she wanna beat.. waste my time... sad.. 36mins wasted of my life... haha... sian... now must do alot hmwrk... then can score good marks.. but not my style... still cant help it.. haiz..


I and it meaning

The button press
came light flash
Sign on MSN
Go to Friendster
Isnt that boring doing those all day?
get alive man, go see some sun ray
it'll help alot...

Long time no blog.... but also nothing Alot to say... haha... watching tv now... nothing to do... this few days cant use com... parents dont allow... sian... because of lousy results... haha.. when watching tv... saw this Child Hope 2.. then got a song from Sound of colors... so nice... haha... nothing to say already... my life getting boring lo..

now is 23:11... im sad... im saddened im... im... haha.. rubbish... dam... im sucking at Daytona... must improve... yeah... watching tv now.. and wondering why i got all borderline for all my test when i study do hardy... wat the world is comming to?!! ...the end..

skins of snake
slither under flesh

haiz... dunno how to continue... haha... sleepy liaoz..

the moon dance among the clouds,
noise banging against loudly my ear, all i feel... was jus numb... numb of what one would not feel.. least even know.. cause it hurts.. hurts that much that it hurts so...

sian... me jus came from from dental appointment.. change da colors... hmm... jus become jean kor... One more friend means one less enemy.. yeah dude... me becoming more and more confused.. with this coming exam... buai da han... haiz...

bla bla bla
lalala

ohoh... this happen alot this few days... actually im not sure wat happen... but my LSB got slap! oh.. poor thing... by a autistic(izzit?) person.. name Nathan... lol... hmm... watching WWE now... too bad no cat fight today.. or else... can see women how they behave when they are in frenzy.. yeah... this night jus have reunion... with my grandma.... took some pictures with her... shes like 91 yrs old? and she still look OK in da photo... lol... yup... as usual.. another poem...

Dont know

u know why christina was called a slut?
u know why jordan can jump so high?
i dont know leh
but
i know why people jus dun wanna give way
or just step aside
they are too high to be seen
why?
i dont know?
or?
One never Knows?

haha... jus played Gunbound... increase rank liaoz.. yeah... mi very confused sia... just dunno... waht to do? is very ironic... is like... hmmm.. best not to say yar? keep the suspense.. haha.. another mini story... dicticated to myself? :)

The Plane and the Car

High above it flies, to the ends of the earth
Catching clouds above the sky...
I looked up and wondered why?
How good is he
To be dancing within the blues
And here am i on Earth
Living by the road i drive
Passing by all the filth and dust
I'm dirtied
is so black..
black...
Going there....
Nvr what i wanted..
i'm sorry...

aiyo... mi very dumb... got 2 secs leh... TWO!! haiz.. but nvr... too phat... shes like a real real real... dun wanna start another fight... As for Asmond... waoh.. his damn violent... lol... heard hi learn dunno wat thai boxing or karate One day spar with u will be interesting... yeah... mi chattin now.. beezy...
so going off soon... but tell u smthing...

she SUCKS...
oppszy...

Trees

start with a small seed
wide afresh
reaches for the sun
to breathe first breath

as it grows
it gets bigger
yet wider taking space

in mid year
is full grown
to its youth and vibrant all in top

the leaves so green
but it'll turn yellow
it will make its way down
to the ground to rot

a cutter came
Wrang Wrang
noisy and disturbing
the sound of its vengence

with a time so fast
as time is fast
the tree came down

Decades of growing
made feelings grow strong
but with a blade
it slice them all
all in all
is classified 'dead'

the cutter collect the logs
from the tree once standing so tall

days past
a shoot begins growing
from the remnants remaining

*dedicated to someone so good
as to destroy it*

Bath

water gushes
hatred flows
soap pours
bubbles float

hope in them
so thin and vague
bubbles burst
all is lost
as i look into the water
clear and deep
as a narrow well
all it is

touch of the water
on naked skin
is so cold yet that pleasing
but on the chest
is felt nothing

the water rushes into the hole
everything goes down the drain
to where it belongs
where hatred goes

a love
refounded
so anew

all green
no seen
with her alone

seen books
read books
with books

a few friction
cause by distrust
or mere no trust
i hate to believe

all is well
all well ends well
but not for me
maybe?
one never knows
:)

went to church
praise the Lord
better understanding
of the gospel He said

finsish Cell
played LAN
kill many people
but died myself

gone to farm
saw some fawn
and some other things

in the night
on MSN
saw daoqing
heard from him
waht he thinks
thought awhile
think for long
sad for long
all along
sad

the trust in him
gone in dust
as it would
in my rust
small as a mustard seed
small so small
all in all
distrust

couldnt think well
where i dwell
sought loneliness
no happiness
i dun mind...

people percieve things
the way they think
leading to misconception of the truth
waht they need to do
is crack some brains
look into the eyes of the person
the mentality
got to
be the
same

woken late
wide afresh
without food
gone to skool
welcome by TAF
hope not them
gone to classs

10th of march
day broken
by a chinese test
have a second chance
i plea u
or to my dismay
i pardon thee

a mind of states
fascinate mi
to think that
i was niave
like the prince
whom i read

how i wish
i never known it
or to taste it
i regret the memories

im ending here
not my grievances
so i say bye
to the cyber world


bye...

lucky im free
or thank god i broke with u
now i know waht is love
or the meaning of faking it
i learn my mistake
or folly
thank you for helping mi
said forever
now never
so ever
i dun
care

haiz... jus broke up...
sad and happy... i dunno
all i noe
shes not happy
all i want is jus some lone
but to my dismay
all is sad
i needa go tuition
so all ends here
to tell her
i still dun noe
or to be precise
One Nevers Knows

i dun no how to use...