Trees

start with a small seed
wide afresh
reaches for the sun
to breathe first breath

as it grows
it gets bigger
yet wider taking space

in mid year
is full grown
to its youth and vibrant all in top

the leaves so green
but it'll turn yellow
it will make its way down
to the ground to rot

a cutter came
Wrang Wrang
noisy and disturbing
the sound of its vengence

with a time so fast
as time is fast
the tree came down

Decades of growing
made feelings grow strong
but with a blade
it slice them all
all in all
is classified 'dead'

the cutter collect the logs
from the tree once standing so tall

days past
a shoot begins growing
from the remnants remaining

*dedicated to someone so good
as to destroy it*

Bath

water gushes
hatred flows
soap pours
bubbles float

hope in them
so thin and vague
bubbles burst
all is lost
as i look into the water
clear and deep
as a narrow well
all it is

touch of the water
on naked skin
is so cold yet that pleasing
but on the chest
is felt nothing

the water rushes into the hole
everything goes down the drain
to where it belongs
where hatred goes

a love
refounded
so anew

all green
no seen
with her alone

seen books
read books
with books

a few friction
cause by distrust
or mere no trust
i hate to believe

all is well
all well ends well
but not for me
maybe?
one never knows
:)

went to church
praise the Lord
better understanding
of the gospel He said

finsish Cell
played LAN
kill many people
but died myself

gone to farm
saw some fawn
and some other things

in the night
on MSN
saw daoqing
heard from him
waht he thinks
thought awhile
think for long
sad for long
all along
sad

the trust in him
gone in dust
as it would
in my rust
small as a mustard seed
small so small
all in all
distrust

couldnt think well
where i dwell
sought loneliness
no happiness
i dun mind...

people percieve things
the way they think
leading to misconception of the truth
waht they need to do
is crack some brains
look into the eyes of the person
the mentality
got to
be the
same

woken late
wide afresh
without food
gone to skool
welcome by TAF
hope not them
gone to classs

10th of march
day broken
by a chinese test
have a second chance
i plea u
or to my dismay
i pardon thee

a mind of states
fascinate mi
to think that
i was niave
like the prince
whom i read

how i wish
i never known it
or to taste it
i regret the memories

im ending here
not my grievances
so i say bye
to the cyber world


bye...

lucky im free
or thank god i broke with u
now i know waht is love
or the meaning of faking it
i learn my mistake
or folly
thank you for helping mi
said forever
now never
so ever
i dun
care

haiz... jus broke up...
sad and happy... i dunno
all i noe
shes not happy
all i want is jus some lone
but to my dismay
all is sad
i needa go tuition
so all ends here
to tell her
i still dun noe
or to be precise
One Nevers Knows

i dun no how to use...