why cant things go my way... sobz... its been three days... last night i broke it... dam... Lit is becoming scarier... how i wished MsKodi will be nicer... hahaz... actually quite nice liao... ah.. heck...

today i was playing maple... zzz... clar called mi... tolde mi that someone was playing maximum tune with my card... WAOH... first reaction was F**k!

this card meant something to mi... i lost it a few months ago... i dont expect it to be found... or anyone who took it and so brave to use it... least i found out...

the guy said he made the card.... in march... zzz. the card was RIDOX same as my previous card... when u play a set amount of games u must change to a new card... i have the copies of the old cards... he did not have them... he said he threw away... zzz. the car was toyota MR2... yellow in color... exactly the same as my 'lost' car...

anyway... in the end he told mi... 'if you want the card, i give you... if you dont want it i take' obvious choice= take! hahaz... mixed feelings of getting my MR2 back.. i feel excited... when i played the C1 course and 17.4 map... i felt different... i felt the aderaline rush that was lost recently...

i also felt bad... i kinda pressure him to return me the card... i felt that i was taking advantage of the situation... i had like 4 friends there... he had only one... i could imagine how he was feeling... scared nervous confusion... haiz...

i need something... i lack something... i want something... i wished for it...