Wolrsed

2008-01-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

-More

Man have to succumb to pleasures
Never satisfied?

The other? Or you?

Uncontrolled leaks as it pours
Out, flushed in the chest.

Fences popped.

No, to the submerged in your flash flood.

2007-09-15T00:29:00.001+08:00

O, o, o,
Promo Exams rushing through my door,
Cramp with extraneous stuff, howst to make past it.

Palm a hand, fingers interwined
Oft close, often yet undisclosed.

Impeccable lust,
Heavy lust for us.

Blithely kisses, oh roses.
Preeti's poems? None need I.

2007-08-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

Goo goo gaga.

Damn the examinations, maybe not. Preparations have to be done, but have you?

Standing naked
baring all that is.

my limp soul caked.
To bare that is.

Green angst,
Callow. Untold.

2007-07-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

Detached emotions.

improbable

Untimely actions.

2007-07-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hey, I wanted to blog since I have came back from Kota Kinabalu...

Made random notes which I wanted to post them.

Sick, so is the world,
mind, body, soul reeks.
Hope of rain traipse.
Death, to catch, to miss.

Relationship is a journey which never ends.

People get hired for their skills but dismissed for their character.

Somehow I got reminded of Joy Luck Club.

50% of Shell's new intake is woman.

Right people in the right job, rid the unwanted staff.

No meat, No salt, No cooking oil.

This is pretty little of what I took down during the talks...

Back to 3rd July...

I saw this lady while walking down the corridor. She look gorgoeus durh.

2007-05-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

Over this course of three months or so, I think I have lost my focus.

I really, sincerely wanted to start afresh prior to this year. Distractions, quite a handful of them managed to redirect my attention.

Need to steer back. Vroom Vroom,

Alright, after my stay at Sabah for a week. The need to study will return.

Will, thou will shalt be Strong
Or so they say.

2007-04-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

Damn.

I was lead wrongly. And I feel thrashy

I sat by the chair in my back porch

paging for God's rush.

I'm so weak I realised, So susceptible to desire.

Aye, the workload is getting heavier... Really hope i can managed my time well.

Gp is tough.
Econs is manageable.
Lit is fun.
Mat is normal.

2007-02-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

FIFTEEN.

My dear its 15. Or maybe to delude myself, it is 13 after reduction...

I wanted a 12...

But, really, i'm grateful for this results.

I am really feeling a sense of gratitude towards my teachers. They were really there to help me out during the year.

I thank you from the bottom of my Heart.

For one thing sure, Peicai (OH NO) you will be missed by Me!

2007-02-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

Its good to find out that someone knows about Dave matthews band.

My life had almost come to a stagnation.

Your top was untied and I thought how nice It'll be to follow the sweat down your spine

Dream girl.

so nice sweet right... hee if i only could do that.

2007-01-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

Is it possible to start .
I mean start something worthwhile....

Dance is fun! Probably...

2006-11-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

O level examinations is rounf the finishing line...
I do hope i get what I aim for... I did work hard. Perhaps.

What will be my plans if I get my results back...

2006-09-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hello !! I'm back....

And I'm Afraid!

O's around the corner... I am not really prepared. I want good results. But am I working for it?
such a rhetorical question...

I think i had realise that the time nearing. And i'm trying. i hope theres some divine help thats going to pour down on me...

one
two
three

pa pada ped two pad tata

zi.........

2006-03-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

I was in the midst of quietude
when this particularly lady walk pass me...
Bamp...

I was lunged two feet to my right by the sudden jerk of the train
zzz....

2005-12-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

its been a day since i came back from camp
the camp site was horrible... mud is present everywhere...
my boys were a little affected by it...
complaining about spiders, toad croaking... etc...
bronze silver and gold was out of our league... but
we tried our best... or maybe me...
i was quite sad i did not win at least, a bronze...
our tower was an hour glass

it did not pass the grading though... sobz..
but it certainly tested our endurance...

Good jobs guys..
Too bad 2 years down the road i wont be with you... :)

i missed home badly...

good to be back in Singapore
Cant wait for this Sunday!!! 11thDec
moving to EXPO!!!
yay... we seriously need a change
maybe shifting of place was essential.

2005-11-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

i came back from china this monday....
the trip was a week long....
went there to help out a show... ha...
i was the youngest there... the other 13 mainly consist of aunties...
they are fun people tho....
we went to quite a few shopping streets there... variety of goods sold there.. but not for me...
can see a few chinamen spitting, talking loudly on the phone,
people strolling across a street of cars... apparently im one of them :)
girls are hard to find on the streets... but near those shopping malls you begin to see them..
there was one day i took the train to a Fareastlike Plaza... the girls and guys there dress very weird... the culture is very affected by japan...
females there with funky hair... clothes... zzz.... but they were pretty tho...
males there with werid hair... clothes... zzz.... they look... ? normal...

the last three nights was the show... a magic show...
guangzhou was a new ground for us... contacts were little...
we were expected to have a small crowd... but
thank God miracles happen...
the show was widely recieved... it was full house during the whole 3 nights... yeah
the earnings was highest compared to the previous trips in Shanghai and Beijing...

hahaz... this trip was a wonderful experience for me... i enjoyed it...

hope you guys enjoy the remaining holidays...

see ya

2005-09-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok... during september holidays... i went to a OBS camp... with a few of my good friends... hell it was fun... trek, rock climb, climb, zzzz.... felt very tired... hahaz... i saw how man could be that selfish....or selfless... it depends...

hmm... im bored... tomorrow is a saturday... and i dunno what to do.... play dota? hahaz... talk about Dota... play with those people like sherwin woon choon clar especially sin... can be a pain at the stomach.... all the crappers... :D

end of year exams coming... not really prepared... my priorities not really right... but guess can pull through... lets hope for the best... i dun wanna drop A maths... not really doing well with it...

previous night went for Stomp concert... Exhilarating performance...

11.15

slacking... zzz... im hungry... but needa sleep... heck... see ye...

2005-08-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

why cant things go my way... sobz... its been three days... last night i broke it... dam... Lit is becoming scarier... how i wished MsKodi will be nicer... hahaz... actually quite nice liao... ah.. heck...

today i was playing maple... zzz... clar called mi... tolde mi that someone was playing maximum tune with my card... WAOH... first reaction was F**k!

this card meant something to mi... i lost it a few months ago... i dont expect it to be found... or anyone who took it and so brave to use it... least i found out...

the guy said he made the card.... in march... zzz. the card was RIDOX same as my previous card... when u play a set amount of games u must change to a new card... i have the copies of the old cards... he did not have them... he said he threw away... zzz. the car was toyota MR2... yellow in color... exactly the same as my 'lost' car...

anyway... in the end he told mi... 'if you want the card, i give you... if you dont want it i take' obvious choice= take! hahaz... mixed feelings of getting my MR2 back.. i feel excited... when i played the C1 course and 17.4 map... i felt different... i felt the aderaline rush that was lost recently...

i also felt bad... i kinda pressure him to return me the card... i felt that i was taking advantage of the situation... i had like 4 friends there... he had only one... i could imagine how he was feeling... scared nervous confusion... haiz...

i need something... i lack something... i want something... i wished for it...

2005-07-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

2005-07-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

zzzz

When a Buddhist fell from a cliff
He shouted "Buddha Save Me!!!"
He was safed

When a Christian fell from a cliff
He shouted "God Save Me!!!"
He was safed

When a Muslim fell from a cliff
He shouted "Allah Save Me!!!"
He was safed

When a Indian fell from the cliff
He was not safed.

Why?

2005-06-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

holidays started... :) went to Geylang just now... saw some whores... enticing some old uncles... when you see those old peeps... with their lustious ? eyes....

eww... but frankly... those chickens look quite good... got appeal...

;)

2005-05-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

hello... exams over... yay... my reuslts quite ok... passable..

im so happy ya.... =]

these days are so .... predictable... things i do are so common... need to find a interest... holidays coming... so much hmwrk too... hope can finish by 1 week...

im so bored...

nothing to write liao... see you people...

2005-03-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

march holidays.... lucky theres not much homework... :) went to Bedok jetty to fish... did jetty jump.... hell was it scary... but like for 2 secs.... fun... caught 10 fishes... all so small and puny... the experience was nice tho...

my exams werent done well... all the borderline passes... with a few fails... :( lazy to study... haha... hope next time will be better....

went to Sentosa.... for the second time in my life since young... the sea water there was very cold... didnt do much there.... kinda boring....

2005-01-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

A New year has started.... A year pass.... but like nothing special... The Christmas bash at Forty caning was extremely fun.... enjoyed myself... but that was like 6 days ago... haha... Oh ya.... I wanna Thank Jeanie man... Today i was suppose to take 76 to Serangoon... then i took 197... i was SLEEPING through out the ride... then it brought mi to Bugis Junction... siao bo... then i recieved a reply message from her... i woke up... realised how come i am near Parco... then came F**k! i was in the wrong bus.... lucky man....

my new year resolution is to jio her
and win her heart back....
can u believe it?
no

2004-12-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

back form Shanghai.... there was really cold... but it dint snow.... sad... thought can see those snowflakes... haha.... suppose to be a shopping paradise there.... but turned out... all not Singaporean stuff.... only good thing is EAT... yup....

2004-11-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

K.... back.... hmm... Holidays are here... but i aint enjoying much of it... :( Went to East Coast to blade... Not really good at it... My blades dint allow mi to speed.... :'( haha.... kinda bored... watching tv now... nothing to say leh... :( sad fuck... grrrr.... Oh ya... To Dao Qing out there....
Please la...Don't be so deperade for cash.... Earn it the right way... You will feel much better.... ;)

Thus the wise Win before the Fight and the fool Fights to Win

2004-10-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

2 months past... wee... lots of things happen... especially this 2 days... but firstly... i've got to say.. Ms Tan or to prefer MRS LEE... i don't know why leh... Whats your problem ah? Can you don't be so biased anot? I'm sick of it... Even if you don't like mi... I have the right to demand proper teaching from you... And if i don't have it... Then i guess the schools not up to its motto huh? A Student has the Right to Ask For a Condusive Environment... How ironic it can be... yah yah... You will never read blogs, so i guess... it's just a waste of time writting this... bleah...

NOW... FOR THE SCARY PART.... Hang on to your sits dudes...
My maid kena possess... Scary.... She throwed 2 chicken RAW wings into my father's pond... Apperently wanting to kill the coils in a alternative method... She put 2 eggs outside my house? She doesnt wanna go back to the agent... She fainted? but that was confirm fake cause she lied to her agent about it... saying that she din faint but fell down... She wore a White scarf over her head... In a praying position... sitting down... She walked out of the room... kneel down... and knee-walked back to the room... turn offed my sis hi-fi set and went to her bed... They were sharing the room... Lastly... she went to my mum's room... when my sis not around... locked herself... and peeed on the Bed... Yes... Pee... pee... WHAT THE?! My parents threw away the mattress.. The agent said that she was acting... putting a act to scare us... To frightened us to send her home... What ever is the reasons... it certainly scared mi out...

You should look at her...
When she smiled at my dad
And said
"Sorry Sir."

2004-08-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

sian... so long.... the server have not set up yet... getting boring nowadays... always so sleepy... haha... then today... so lame.... class punish by Miss Tan... for talking in class.. then after skool tallk to table... so stupid... like fools... haha... guess thats all... ARGH!!! boring!!! :( .... miss u much...

wanna beat a monk
with a assassin...

2004-08-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

wah.... today got church service at suntec... so fun... Jump Jump Jump... haha... then the sound quality... TREmble so high... loud... after service... saw my frend with a 7610! so nice... im gonna buy at end off this year or earlier... ;) after finish liao.. wanted to look for her... but... so many people... so i dashed that hope... :( @#%&*!^ ragnarok! file so big... people 100+kps mine? 20kps! dam.. so slow.. download 50%... then later dunnno who deleted the file! argh!!!

blablablabla....
lalala~~

Flowers bloosom like bosom
they look so nice i wanna take
But when i stretch my hand to grab it
I was stop by this fellow angel...
A life so new that cant compare dew
Ronald Susilo he plays so well
even when he met his match he cant be stop
unlike me i cant say more....

2004-07-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

am i a pathetic shit or wat? muha... "Sup Dude" and a middle finger was shown... wat hospitality he has shown....

Castle Of The Dog

In my house i have a bitch
When i fuck here i rock her clit
But when the noons gone night comes near
I tossed her right back to theeeee drainnnnnn...

Nights end and I see her barking on the street
Then i come to her and pet her shit
But when the passing car horn its horn
I kicked her right back to theeeee driannnnnn...

Now a kind soul wants to adopt her
I offer a price no one could resist
But when i hear the silence in my house
I found no bitch to throw to theeeee driannnnnn...

2004-06-30T17:09:00.000+08:00

sup... skool start liaoz... hmwrk for this month all done within 2 days.. haha.. not that much.. all my friends all like nvr change... looks character.. not surprising... :) now playing games with mi jie.. felicia.. played hexis... then got a high high score.. then she wanna beat.. waste my time... sad.. 36mins wasted of my life... haha... sian... now must do alot hmwrk... then can score good marks.. but not my style... still cant help it.. haiz..

I and it meaning

The button press
came light flash
Sign on MSN
Go to Friendster
Isnt that boring doing those all day?
get alive man, go see some sun ray
it'll help alot...

2004-06-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog.... but also nothing Alot to say... haha... watching tv now... nothing to do... this few days cant use com... parents dont allow... sian... because of lousy results... haha.. when watching tv... saw this Child Hope 2.. then got a song from Sound of colors... so nice... haha... nothing to say already... my life getting boring lo..

2004-05-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

now is 23:11... im sad... im saddened im... im... haha.. rubbish... dam... im sucking at Daytona... must improve... yeah... watching tv now.. and wondering why i got all borderline for all my test when i study do hardy... wat the world is comming to?!! ...the end..

skins of snake
slither under flesh

haiz... dunno how to continue... haha... sleepy liaoz..

the moon dance among the clouds,
noise banging against loudly my ear, all i feel... was jus numb... numb of what one would not feel.. least even know.. cause it hurts.. hurts that much that it hurts so...

2004-05-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

sian... me jus came from from dental appointment.. change da colors... hmm... jus become jean kor... One more friend means one less enemy.. yeah dude... me becoming more and more confused.. with this coming exam... buai da han... haiz...

bla bla bla
lalala

2004-05-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

ohoh... this happen alot this few days... actually im not sure wat happen... but my LSB got slap! oh.. poor thing... by a autistic(izzit?) person.. name Nathan... lol... hmm... watching WWE now... too bad no cat fight today.. or else... can see women how they behave when they are in frenzy.. yeah... this night jus have reunion... with my grandma.... took some pictures with her... shes like 91 yrs old? and she still look OK in da photo... lol... yup... as usual.. another poem...

Dont know

u know why christina was called a slut?
u know why jordan can jump so high?
i dont know leh
but
i know why people jus dun wanna give way
or just step aside
they are too high to be seen
why?
i dont know?
or?
One never Knows?

2004-04-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

haha... jus played Gunbound... increase rank liaoz.. yeah... mi very confused sia... just dunno... waht to do? is very ironic... is like... hmmm.. best not to say yar? keep the suspense.. haha.. another mini story... dicticated to myself? :)

The Plane and the Car

High above it flies, to the ends of the earth
Catching clouds above the sky...
I looked up and wondered why?
How good is he
To be dancing within the blues
And here am i on Earth
Living by the road i drive
Passing by all the filth and dust
I'm dirtied
is so black..
black...
Going there....
Nvr what i wanted..
i'm sorry...

2004-04-17T17:55:00.000+08:00

aiyo... mi very dumb... got 2 secs leh... TWO!! haiz.. but nvr... too phat... shes like a real real real... dun wanna start another fight... As for Asmond... waoh.. his damn violent... lol... heard hi learn dunno wat thai boxing or karate One day spar with u will be interesting... yeah... mi chattin now.. beezy...
so going off soon... but tell u smthing...

she SUCKS...
oppszy...

2004-03-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

Trees

start with a small seed
wide afresh
reaches for the sun
to breathe first breath

as it grows
it gets bigger
yet wider taking space

in mid year
is full grown
to its youth and vibrant all in top

the leaves so green
but it'll turn yellow
it will make its way down
to the ground to rot

a cutter came
Wrang Wrang
noisy and disturbing
the sound of its vengence

with a time so fast
as time is fast
the tree came down

Decades of growing
made feelings grow strong
but with a blade
it slice them all
all in all
is classified 'dead'

the cutter collect the logs
from the tree once standing so tall

days past
a shoot begins growing
from the remnants remaining

*dedicated to someone so good
as to destroy it*

2004-03-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

Bath

water gushes
hatred flows
soap pours
bubbles float

hope in them
so thin and vague
bubbles burst
all is lost
as i look into the water
clear and deep
as a narrow well
all it is

touch of the water
on naked skin
is so cold yet that pleasing
but on the chest
is felt nothing

the water rushes into the hole
everything goes down the drain
to where it belongs
where hatred goes

2004-03-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

a love
refounded
so anew

all green
no seen
with her alone

seen books
read books
with books

a few friction
cause by distrust
or mere no trust
i hate to believe

all is well
all well ends well
but not for me
maybe?
one never knows
:)

2004-03-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

went to church
praise the Lord
better understanding
of the gospel He said

finsish Cell
played LAN
kill many people
but died myself

gone to farm
saw some fawn
and some other things

in the night
on MSN
saw daoqing
heard from him
waht he thinks
thought awhile
think for long
sad for long
all along
sad

the trust in him
gone in dust
as it would
in my rust
small as a mustard seed
small so small
all in all
distrust

couldnt think well
where i dwell
sought loneliness
no happiness
i dun mind...

people percieve things
the way they think
leading to misconception of the truth
waht they need to do
is crack some brains
look into the eyes of the person
the mentality
got to
be the
same

2004-03-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

woken late
wide afresh
without food
gone to skool
welcome by TAF
hope not them
gone to classs

10th of march
day broken
by a chinese test
have a second chance
i plea u
or to my dismay
i pardon thee

a mind of states
fascinate mi
to think that
i was niave
like the prince
whom i read

how i wish
i never known it
or to taste it
i regret the memories

im ending here
not my grievances
so i say bye
to the cyber world

bye...

2004-03-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

lucky im free
or thank god i broke with u
now i know waht is love
or the meaning of faking it
i learn my mistake
or folly
thank you for helping mi
said forever
now never
so ever
i dun
care

2004-03-04T17:19:00.000+08:00

haiz... jus broke up...
sad and happy... i dunno
all i noe
shes not happy
all i want is jus some lone
but to my dismay
all is sad
i needa go tuition
so all ends here
to tell her
i still dun noe
or to be precise
One Nevers Knows

2004-03-04T17:04:00.000+08:00

i dun no how to use...